Orange Scoot Scoot

life has been nothing but amazing for me! i have everything i can ever want (an amazing partner, an amazing dog, beautiful house, a job...) and i am more than appreciative for all of that. i wake up and smile, look out my bedroom window and realize just how lucky i am to be alive, to be able to see our green grass overly grown backyard and the fruit trees with pink and white flowers we haven't had time to spray. this morning i pulled my scooter to the front of the house. although we were in a rush, i took in the beautiful flowers my partner planted yesterday. they made me smile inside but then i was off to rushing on my orange scooter. rushing to get somewhere i often feel confused about.

sometimes i just wonder, i stop and stare and wonder for minutes on end, what am i doing. those moments are a bit tough for me to sift through my feelings and thoughts and to actually come up with an answer. an answer that sometimes confuses me as well. i am most productive in those moments when taking a shower, driving the car or riding the scooter. the moments that are more than difficult to swift through and come up with an answer are when i am at work in front of my computer screen staring blankly. well, well...that says a lot so check out this all so inspiring video by Zack Arias...